Confused...upset...*sobsob*

haiz...wat a day!!really no mood to go to work today...yesterday nite barely slp for 4 hrs then have to go to work...y mus my luv life in such a mess??y mus be me??!he msg me 11 plus yesterday gifing all the ans that i wan..but i still not satisfied!!!i still feel insecure...y both ppl in luv wif each other cannot be together???the more i think the more i feel angry..i am really bu gen yuan!!!but i left wif no choice....wat can i do??i only noe how to cry....cry for 2 hrs , the 1st person i tot of is vonvon...i msg her...in the end i call her and tok...till 3 plus then go to bed...quite reluctant to go to work today as i scare i wld break down again...dun wanna let others noe wat happen...i did go to work in the end but wif swollen eyes...colleague did ask me y i look tired..eyes red red..i jus say not enough slp...haiz...mummy tot i cry..she ask me y i cry..i say no ah..nv cry...have to act as if nth happen and be strong infront of everyone...terrible!keep seeking for an ans to my doubts this whole day!!jus can't figure y he chose to be like that...how i wish i could use a hammer and wake him up...start to think negatively again..wondering izzit he lie to me again??i wan eternity!!!i jus wan him, no wan else!!!i dun care abt the past as i noe its also my fault when such a things happen....Recently kept listening to one song that sort of reflecting how i feel...by F.I.R wo men de ai --- theres a part goes like that...bu zai ku qi, wo men de ai, guo le jiu bu zai hui lai, zhi dao xian zai wo hai mo mo de deng dai, wo men de ai, wo ming bai, yi pian cheng ni de fu dan, zi shi yong yuan wo dou feng bu kai...i really can't gif up..how hard i try..i still can't!!shd i carry on??or shd i gif up?or shd i leave it to fate???........... ;~~~~~ does our fairytale going to be continue?.......................................

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