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Sunday, August 29, 2004

Jus reach hm not long ago, din managed to shop today as von and me catch a movie instead, 13 going to 30! nice show, excellent ending...cry a bit..haha..touching sia~the main actor damn shuai!the actress veri swt~ Today is neoprint day for us, i suggest to take neoprint when we walk past the shop at cineleisure, its fun but we din managed to complete our decorating, both of us buey gam wan so we went herren and look for another machine to take again!haa...got cushion to sit summore...and i even find the princess crown decor that i wan! Guess neoprint trend is cuming back again ba~ We had dinner at Cafe Cartel, damn full esp after the desert...

This is the wan i like most!Princess crown leh~heee

hey hey, we r taller than the coconut tree~haha

Fat Princess dropped by @ 11:59 PM

Touching story~

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl... "Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked. "I can't" "Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment grabbing me. "No... I am going to meet a friend..." He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word 'love' only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say 'I love you' before. To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all. He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days...200days... Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why... Then one day... Me: Um, Jin, I ... Jin: What...don't drag, just say.. Me: I love you. Jin: ......you....um, just take this doll and go home. That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many... Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But... lunch passed, dinner passed... and soon the sky was dark... he still didn't call..................... It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily. Me: Jin... Jin: Here...take this... Again, he handed me a little doll. Me: What's this? Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye. Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is? Jin: Today? Huh? I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. Then I shouted... "Wait..." Jin: You have something to say? Me: Tell me, tell me you love me... Jin: What?! Me: Tell me I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left. "I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else." That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb...and I collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily... How could he... I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me... After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday. After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that... I saw him on a street...with another girl... He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me...as he touched the doll... I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell... why did he gave these to me... those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls... In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that... it's going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll. Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came? I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual... Me: I don't need it. Jin: What....why... I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road. Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again! I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking. "I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll... Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then... Honk~ Honk~ With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him. "Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted... But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll. "Jin, move!" HONK~!! "Boom!" That sound, so terrifying. That's how he went away from me. That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him... And after spending two months like a crazy person... I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days... when we were in love... "One...two... three..." That was how... I started to count the dolls... "Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..." It all ended with 485 dolls. I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly... "I love you~, I love you~" I dropped the dolls,shocked. "I....lo..ve...you??" I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. "I love you~ I love you~" It can't be! I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side. "I love you~" "I love you~" "I love you~" Those words came out non-stop. I...love you... Why didn't I realize that........................ That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn't I realize that he love me this much... I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much... "Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you.... Um... since I was too shy... If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you... everyday... till I die... Jo... I love you..." The tears came flowing out of me..................... Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute... For that... and for that reason... to me... it became courage... to live a beautiful life....

Fat Princess dropped by @ 11:02 AM

Sunday again~which mean tml is going to be a blue

day for me...wondering y we working for bank wan mus work 5.5 days per wk?meaning theres only 1 day for resting! How i wish government wld implement that all ppl only work 5 days per wk...by right i shd be still having my sleep right now cos its a sunday! Its the only day i could slp more and dream more

~ but dunno y i wake up so early...jus had a peanut butter bread.Parents was out and the rest still slping while i surfing the net~sianz...sunday is always a boring day! Glad that i meeting up wif von later

yesh again, it wld gonna be orchard again haha...not gonna spent on clothing anymore except on food.
September is a birthday mth, quite a few of my friends birthday fall on this mth, need to spend some money on their presents~ Would blog later again if i got the time..ciao~

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:30 AM

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Shopping day today! nono, shd be everyday for me?lol...spent quite a lot for the past few days ever since i got my pay...total damages is ...better dun say...*heartpain* esp the pant i bought at FashionLab, better dun mention my shang xin shi again..Went out wif "auntie' and "ah soh" today, tot of watching a show but the show we wanted to watch doesn't show at cineleisure and Lido therefore we went walk walk, hmm..actually shopping la..haha...Bought a pink pant at Zara~my fav colour hee.Took a lot of pictures using auntie digicam...vain hur..hmm.,i shd say it is Usher's baby digicam haha...tml meeting wif von again...shopping??nono...window shop...r u sure??of cos..haha..im not going to bring my atm card out tml!
Started to miss him again after so long, ah siao is right...she say i noe that he wld be bking out during wkend therefore i wld think of him... haiz wat to do, he is alredi happily attached and he wld not remember me or even think of me wan la...guess he wld be happi wifout me too...Im not impt to him b4, not to even say now.Once wkend is over, i wld be fine.Anyway i alredi used to the life wifout him. Hope that i could find my zhen ming tian zhi soon...*dreaming away* Jus change my music to Shania Twain -from this moment on...feel like getting married leh..haha...

Sumtimes I look ard for u and think u'll be there waiting and looking for me too...but u r not...u never are...

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Monday, August 23, 2004

Are You High Maintenance?

Did a test at tickles.com while im rotting away~here is my results:

Material Upkeep
Maybe you're self-sufficient and practical, or maybe you're just slightly unkempt. Either way, you tend to think that top-of-the-line products are unnecessary and excessive, and you don't indulge yourself with more than you need. We think it's safe to say that you don't put much emphasis on the how trendy or high-quality your products and possessions are. You're a firm believer in the philosophy of "less is more."

Emotional Upkeep
You like being a top priority in your partner's life, but you also respect his/her independence ,good for you! Sure, it's important for you to feel valued and appreciated in your relationship, but your expectations for your significant other tend to be realistic and attainable. You definitely know how you want to be treated, but you don't think the only fulfilling relationship is one filled with constant doting.

Personal Upkeep
You definitely care about how you present yourself, but probably not enough to let your appearance dictate what you do, where you go, and who you spend time with. Sure, you take pride in your appearance, but you know that some things are more important than looks. That's a great attitude ,looks like you've achieved a very healthy balance between narcissism and neglect.

Fat Princess dropped by @ 3:18 PM

Today is Monday again but i doesnt feel BLUE at all cos im on leave today!hee.Have been rotting infront of my pc

since i wake up, sianz..simply nutting can entertain me better than my pc~jus downloaded my laogong jerry yen (jerry fans, dun beat me hur?)latest album songs~nice eh...his singing improve a lot~gonna get his album when i got my pay! Kao, i have been sneezing the moment i wake up till now! abt 25 times? exaggerating i noe but its true. dunno whther izzit sumone miss me too much or my pc need to be clean? haa. Changed my music to Everytime by Britney Spear, nice and meaningful song~make me think of the past again!

duhz *slap myself* ;p Although its doesn't really match the theme of my blog but who cares?i like it can alredi lalala ;p Jus finish a whole packet of ChipsMore Choc Coated Biscults all by myself!fattening~too nice to stop when u start eating~highly recommended by me~ advice:its best not to keep it in the fringe. Feel that i am getting fatter and fatter, my arms r so damn FAT~ how?! sob sob...think i really mus keep myself away from all the nice nice fattening food plus tibits liao! dun be too serious abt wat i say ok? lol

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Sunday, August 22, 2004

Jus came back from my family outing, brother nv join us duhz...we went marina bay to watch the parachute performing.Heard from my dad that actually those who do not have license or experience can go up and try...surely veri expensive, feel like trying but scare leh..jump down from the helicopter, so high up from the sky...like committing sucide like that..haha.
After that we went suntec city and walk walk, as usual we always park at the carpark near carrefour and shop only there. Bought 2 mini shorts at This fashion jus now..yipee..these r the wan i have been looking for, jus nice for wearing it at hm~Had our dinner at Kovan shopping mall, long time nv go there wif my family le, the food there nice and cheap!~

Fat Princess dropped by @ 9:13 PM

Sunday = Family day

Gd morning~ morning??now afternoon le..lol..wake up only an hr ago..mama cook bee hoon soup..yummy..received sumone msg online yesterday nite, sumone who have been out of my life for a short period of time but a veri impt person once in my life...haiz...

Today is sunday, family day!long time nv go out wif my family leh..maybe its becos we grown up and had our own lifestyle therefore seldom held family outing. But today everyone is free and we plan to go out later~yeah!~waiting for my sis to bath finish then its my turn..confirm i wld be the last wan to finish preparing cos i am a dilly dally queen ma..haha..anyway they r used to it le..tml is my off day again~think wld be rotting at hm, surfing my net the whole day again...nevermind~atcually i feel quite entertained when im doing my blog surfing my fp too~ *wink*

+~=+~=Letting go of you hurts way too much. I used to feel that by letting go, i was jus giving up and wasted all that time. But now i realized how much i'll lose if I keep holding on to sumthing that never was, and will never be mine.=~+=~+

Fat Princess dropped by @ 2:57 PM

Saturday, August 21, 2004

No money no shopping!

It has been 1 wk since i last update my blog. nutting much to say..nutting special happen for the past 1 wk...come back for abt 2 hrs from bugis junction, aching everywhere esp my foot.Was out wif minghui to help her choose her colleagues present. sianz..although in my blog i indicate window shopping also not bad..but having no money and can only see and touch BUt no buy is a torture for me leh! so many sales out there..so many stuffs i wan to buy! temptation sia~every mth i told myself i mus control~!..be it sales or things i wan..buy it when i only NEED it but but but...its damn difficult loh.. Vivie pointed heels, urban&co tops, ebase clothing~endless of stuff i wan every mth...now u all noe y i say no money during mth end?so pls pls pls..try not to ask me out 3rd wk of every mth..i can only stay at hm during that period of time to watch tv and wait for money to drop from the sky...;p anyway i told myself to bear for a while..only 5 more days to go..i wld get my pay le..hehehe *evil smile*

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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Player or Stayer?

Guy meets girl, girl likes guy then they fall in love and live happily ever after. This the image that movies and fairytales have always been portraying isn't always true in real life. Personal Experiences that i had made me more sure that this kind of life is non-existing. Hopefully this guide will help you out on how to identify a player and a stayer.

Meeting The Parents Session
If You have met his parents (as in he formally introduce you to them), and they go "Oh So You Are (Whatever Your Name Is)!" and starts talking to you about what you are doing.. example.. studying or working.. and making reference to what she heard from her son.. that's quite a hint that he's a stayer in the relationship.
As for the player, he won't even introduce to his parents.Perharps even if you do happen to bump into them outside with him.. all he would do is just to say a hasty hi/bye. After which he scurried you away with him.Just A thought, Which Player would introduce all the 20 girls that he dates for the year?

His Friends
If he tries to keep you from meeting his friends for as long as possible, it might be a tell-tale sign that he has something to hide. Preharps his friends has met his other 'girls' and is afraid that one of them might spill the beans to you. Or Is It that he is just more interested in being alone with you? (where you can both get intimate)? Take note of the way that he friends/mates treats you.. Are you the sexy kitten that everyone thinks of as a babe? or the intelligent witty that they enjoy having interesting conversations with? If they cant be bothered, probably its because you might just become another girl that he will drop in a week's time.

Your friends
They are also the best judges of whether he is a stayer or player. Other than your mom of course. An attempt to get to know your friends indicates his sincerity to get to know you more. Positive support from your friends will make you have more assurance of your relationship with him. As for the player, he wouldn't try to attempt to get to know your friends, preharps he would even try and hit on with your friend preharps even behind your back.

Secretive Behaviour
One of the biggest tell-tale signs of a player A player will always act as if you are interrogating him when you ask a simple question that he doesn't want to answer. For example, Questions like'what you did last night?' they will become squirmy then take awhile to answer followed by after which "why do you always ask so much?'It could be probably he is paranoid that he would let the cat out of the bag thus he thinks that its best not to tell you a single detail.

The Handphone
A player will never leave his handphone lying around for you to fiddle with. Even if he does, once you take it up he will get it back from you. That could be because he did have to do alot of explaining if you actually get to read his text messages. If he gets nervous and waks away every time his phone rings, it might be a conversation he doesn't want you to hear. He could be talking to another girl, or update to his friends about how you are so totally drawn to him. He could also make use of code words to talk to the girl or his friends, such that when you are around him you won't be able to understand what he is talking about.

Contactability
Is his handphone number all you have? When you ask for his home number, does he say " Oh you can always get me on my mobile." Do you know where he stays, where he works or studies? Take note that a player can easily change his mobile number when he gets bored of your calls, and a guy who takes note of that from day one is definitely a player.

Decision Making
You might feel secure and well taken care of if he makes decisions for both of you, but if he tells you how to dress, what to eat and where to go all the time, it could be because he is embarrassed by your mannerisms. All he wants you for is to show off! This guy isnt worth keeping, not to mention he probably might not be keeping you too!

The Little Details
A player remembers things like your first month anniversary & your birthday, a stayer will go an extra mile to get to know you more. For example,like you liking mushrooms, or the name of your first pet. Even things that you don't normally notice about yourself, like the way you eat your burger or the way you fidget when you are nervous.

Thought: i wondering guys who i dated b4 is a stayer or player? *pondering*

Fat Princess dropped by @ 8:01 PM

Jus back from a facial session...today off day so tot of pampering my skin~ Reach hm wif a lot of red polkadots, but at least i feel my skin is much cleaner. I dun even dare to look up even when i am in the train...lucky there is not much ppl, not even a nice looking guy ard...haha...i guess i have to visit my facialist once every 3 wks if not my pimples on my forehead wld kept coming back...i wld have to keep my fringe away from my forehead (think i need to clip my fringe up from today onward..nerdy leh)..have to drink 2 litres of water each day, eat plenty of fruits..i think i might as well bring those 1.5litre pepsi bottle to work! also have to try to get to bed b4 11pm. okok..enough of my plans...hope i really follow them religiously.
Jus now met a auntie kept promoting shampoos to me...all becos of a guy standing under my block looking suspicious..make me walk to another block to take a sit b4 heading back to hm..then this auntie follow me and start promoting for 20 min...i'm always firm when someone hardsell to me but always ended up soft hearted by wat they told me..but heng ah..this time im not taken back by wat she say and reject immediately.Now in a slpy state, guess wld be skipping tonite jacky's show again~kinda miss him right now...

Fat Princess dropped by @ 7:20 PM

Monday, August 16, 2004

Today is the 1st day of lunar 7th mth...*errie mth* usually a lot of taboos need to follow during this mth. Every yr b4 7th mth started, my mum always remind me not to pick unknown things on the floor (i wonder does this include money?), not to step on burned paper for the died, dun go swimming la, dun mention that "word".Sumthing strange is when 7th mth is approaching, the number of death wld increase...accidents also increases.All these really make me even more sensitive and cautious. Maybe to others, this is superstitious but sumtimes its better to believe. Suddenly sumthing come across my mind...sum ppl have extra one eye...meaning they able to see so called "Hao Peng You", imagine after the gate open, all of them come out?! i think i better stop it, i am getting goosebumps le~guess i cannot stay up too late outside untill 7th mth is over... ;x

Fat Princess dropped by @ 9:10 PM

Facts Abt Gers...

So true~ guys shd take note!

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart. 2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok? 8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals). 11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
18. Don't try t o guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL gi rls want a guy who will love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

Abstracted from mailbox, courtesy of minghui

Fat Princess dropped by @ 8:35 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2004

The Banana Man

Do u all still remember the Banana Man from Singapore Idol? i heard from my friend that he had a friendster a/c so i try to find him ...a bit bo liao i noe but i am curious ma...haha..manage to find him in friendster and sent him a msg telling him i wan to noe him..haha..jus check my friendster and knew that he replied me and gave me his email add! now waiting for him to authorise me~

For those who still dunno this famous person, below is his pic:

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Summary Of A Basic Day

A interesting mail my friend sent to me:

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Shots taken on Minghui birthday~

Mango cake wif watermelon seeds?ah siao and i assume that those r watermelon seeds~

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Make wish~make a wish~i wish for a rich guy~ oppz ;p say out her secret liao, minghui if u able to see this dun blame me hor, i trying to fulfil ur wish also ma~ ;X

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Birthday ger Minghui and Camera woman Marina~

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Sijie,watashi,dorling and minghui at Sakae Sushi, not forgetting marina, she is the camera woman that nite~

Fat Princess dropped by @ 1:18 PM

Minghui ate so much?! lol no la, the 5 of us shared~

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This is the one we bought for her, name gervara?

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Flowers from minghui's colleagues~her fav rochers neh!

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Saturday, August 14, 2004

Jus back from work...tired and slpy cos slpt at 3am yesterday nite..dunno i yawn how many times at work le...*yawn* here i goes again...waiting for my mum to buy KFC back for me...my fav cheese fries~hee...got to go and take a nap soon~

("v")LOVE is Missing Someone whenever you're Apart But sumhow FEELING warm inside because you are close in HEART("v")

Fat Princess dropped by @ 3:15 PM

Friday the 13th

Today is friday the 13th, usually unlucky things wld happen on this day. i am not those superstituous type of person but too bad i really sway today lo.Imagine i was late for work for 45 min!kao...Simply becos i miss the bus and tot maybe taking cab wld be faster, and it turn out to be the opposite!anyway dun feel like elborating too much or else it wld be damn long (vonvon say i always like to say grandmother story so better to cut short ;p)
Went celebrating Minghui 21th birthday wif my poly kakis...she received a lot of presents from us and her colleagues (all her favs!) hee..glad that she had a enjoyable birthday celebration today.We dine at sakae sushi and even cut her cake there, LOL..i still can remember how we use the chopsticks to eat the cake..*disgusting* haha.We even took a lot of photos using marina hp~ wld post it here once she sent me. The nite passes veri fast, i guess they r quite entertained by my lame riddles *bth*, clever or shd i say lame? ah siao managed to guess it all~hee ;p...dun beat my butt wif ur file again when u see me ok?

Fat Princess dropped by @ 2:30 AM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Everythings Happen For A Reason

A meaningful article to share with u all:

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they are meant to be there. They serve some sort of purpose, to teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are and who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; your roommate, neighbour, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger, who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound ways.
And sometimes things happen to you and at that time, they may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection, you realize that without overcoming those obstacles, you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests if there be events, illness or relationships, life would be a smoothly paved or straight flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affected your life and the successes and downfalls you experience, they are the ones who create who you are. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones.
If someone hurts you, betray you or breaks you heart, forgive them, for they have helped you to learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything you possibly can, for you may never experience it again. Talk to people whom you have never talked to before and actually listen. Let yourself fallin love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you either. You can make your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it.......

Fat Princess dropped by @ 11:22 PM

Jus come back from town 1 hr ago, can't wait to edit my blog again...haha...think i really addicted to blogging liao. today i coincidencely saw my sec sch guy friend! wah, i'm so surprised to saw him in sengkang.Although he also stay sengkang but i nv saw him around my place b4 loh...think i never contact him for 3 or 4 yrs liao, thats y i call his old hp number and another guy pick up..haha..i even sms that guy and double confirm if he is my sec sch friend...but turn up not to be...actually i can approach him and tok to him la but i shy leh then i called up a few friends and ask them for his new number loh...who noes i step out of the mrt at dhoby gaunt i saw him sia...so nice to see him after so long~miss sec sch days leh..lucky we managed to exchange hp number b4 we part hee. I met up wif vonvon at bugis this afternoon as i suggest to take neoprints so that i can put in my blog..haha...tot of posting it now but then my scanner dunno wat happen cannot work leh...think all becos of my brother's game la...idiotic...maybe wld try to scan and post it up if possible...haiz sianz, tml have to go back to work liao, how i wish tml is yesterday...*dreaming* dunno shd i wear that pink dress tml??i scare wld attract a lot of attention leh...vonvon say if she nv saw me wear she wld remove all my clothes... :P

Fat Princess dropped by @ 1:10 AM

Von and lin in action~ :D

Fat Princess dropped by @ 12:27 AM

Monday, August 09, 2004

Happy National Day~

Woke up at 12pm this afternoon, wait for my parents to buy back my breakfast cum lunch! recently i kept having weird dreams, having strange relationship wif different guys, i think i too desperate for guys le ba..haha...but anyway i had fried beehoon plus mee plus vege jus now~ i even had tou suan even though i can't even my mee..hehe...greedy me...wld be meeting vonvon at cityhall later, i msg her and change our meeting time as i tot of editing my blog before i go out.i guess i got blog addictive le, cos whenever i start to make my blog, i jus dun bear to move my butt of my chair. hee..jus now went in my blog and take a look, saw what ah siao and gladys comments, so happy sia...
saw minghui online and chat wif her then know that linda also had a blog...yeah..there's one more link i can add to my blog le! more and more sweeties of mine create their blog. i jus can't think of another name to put my guy friends link under it, so no choice i have to put gary link under my sweeties category...anyway guys also can be sweet wat!haha..think i not going to tok anymore, times is precious, gonna had my bath now and meet vonvon soon!dun wish to be late sia~ wld post again later in the nite!

~+~+~+It is not life that weighs u down, it is how u carry it...+~+~+~

Fat Princess dropped by @ 2:09 PM

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Sense of satisfaction~

Yeah!Finally finish editing my blog with all the stuffs i wan. Yesterday nite trying to upload music into my blog till 4.30am, today woke up at 2.30pm had my lunch and continue with my blog till now! *Machiam rushing my project like that* Also managed to insert comments tag and photos inside.Jus can't move my butts off my chair until i finish everything! I kept smiling to myself when i browsing through my blog hehehe...can't stop shaking my body infront of my mum, think she tot i mus be crazy lol.My mum eariler on told me that we would be having dinner outside, but i was too concentrate on my blog till i forgot about the time and told her to buy back for me. I had KFC jus now! *yummy* i feel so proud of myself when i see my blog..maybe to others, creating ur own blog and adding in ur own things is easy but for a IT nerd like me, its so much difficult and i have to figure out how html works. Even though i have been spending 8 hrs sitting infront of the pc, but everything is worthwhile. The feeling is simply undescribable. Think i gonna change my spects soon, my vision is getting blurer nowadays! i dun wanna be a blind mice leh..:(
Hmm...tml is National Day~ a day worth celebrating! but too bad i do not have the ticket for NDP...anyway can view it on the tv although the feeling is definitely different if you are at the national stadium. Not gonna to blog too much liao, now my whole body is damn sticky sia, goona had my shower soon and had a early sleep~ Happy National Day everyone!

Fat Princess dropped by @ 11:21 PM

This photo is taken when i am out wif liz and mas lst saturday~finally manage to upload!hehe...we called ourselves 3 mean girls~LOL

Fat Princess dropped by @ 4:29 AM

As what Mr Kee, our boss had inform us earlier, we had to wear red to work today...this morning when i step into the office, the whole office almost red, make me feel that new year is coming instead of national day. Some even wear white bottom to match with red top, machiam like walking flag ;x worest still our boss ask all of us to stand up and say the pledge and sing singapore athem, so lame and childish~
Meet up with ah siao, minghui san and ah da after work...tot i wld be rotting at hm today, who noes minghui san say she miss me wan to go out wif me..lol...so mushy...heng im out wif them the whole day if not i wld be wasting my saturday nite staying at hm and slp. i bought a layered top at Mphosis *Happi*..but quite ex..but nvm la...happi can alredi...LOL.. dorling and ah da met us later for dinner at Hans and we continue our shopping spree till all the shops closed!!..haha shopping queens neh! we rot at coffeebean till 11pm and went hm after that...now then i noe minghui and sini also create a blog of their own..now almost everyone had a blog...guess its another gd way of knowing each other life...have been trying to insert music and pictures into my blog since i reach hm...still no improvement sia...jus now chatting wif minghui through icq, she was doing her blog too..haha..we seems like rushing our project like that but its much more enjoyable than those school projects la...sianz..brain shutting off soon..too tired to continue anything rite now...i cuming!! my bed!~!!ZzzZZzz

Fat Princess dropped by @ 3:30 AM

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

TirEd!

Its has been 2 days since i online, miss my FP, hotmail and friendster lol.. have been doing 3 days of OT inclusive today...damn tired but happy with wat i have been doing as i dun have much time to think of other stupid stuffs...been having my dinner ard 10pm last 2 days...Eat Slp Eat Slp is what i do this 2 days...if this continues, i think i wld becum fatty boom boom soon...LOL...sumtimes wondering work so much OT also make no difference...basic plus OT minus CPF, what i get back only a pathetic sum of money to last me for 1 whole mth...end of the mth still struggling till the next pay arrive...always have a never ending list of stuffs to buy...zhen de shi qian bu kou yong...tot of changing job since 1 yr ago???but was too lazy to find another job and no job is perfect...it only perfect when u luv ur job...i luv my present job a lot thats y i was reluctant to leave...environment wise still not so bad, colleagues wise veri nice...only pay not gd..but at least got OT still not too bad...so wat can i still complain??i think i better stick to this job till i find a rich man and fulfil my wish...haha...yesterday receive sjie msg saying we might be meeting up this friday to celebrate linda birthday...hope most of us wld be free this friday...although jus met up wif them not long ago, i started to miss them...we always had a lot of stuffs to tok abt...this is one of the reasons y i always look forward to see them...

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:09 PM

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Wake up ard 1 pm 2day, washup and then had my breakfast cum lunch...as usual after that i wld sit infront of the pc checking my email, update my friendster and surfing fp...bu zhi bu jue alredi 5 plus..i told myself that i mus clean my rm today..hehe..lucky i did...i even saiko my younger sis to help me do sum cleaning...finally managed to clear some of the clothes that i dun intend to wear anymore, you yi dian dian bu se de la but no choice, i need to clear them so that i can buy more new clothes!!hahaha..intend to gif some of the jeans and tops to my colleagues...they r skinner than me so i guess they r able to wear them...but i scare they dun like it leh..paiseh la...;x after clearing up the clothes, i clear my bags, wah..that section i alredi nv touch it damn long...bags have been piling up like no tml...i din even remember that i got some of the bags...but i throw most of the bags away as i dun think i wld wan to use them anymore, u all noe la..taste wld change 1 la...summore my taste changes everyday..hahaha...jus wondering y all my old bags so orbit wan...last time i still think its is veri nice sia..lol...everytime i clean up my rm, all my old stuff have to go through 2 round b4 they r down the rubbish bin....1st is me, i wld take out those i do not wan, 2nd is my mum, she will see which wan can be kept and still useful, but this time round, i ask my mum not to keep anymore, or else the storeroom wld be full soon...she always like to transfer the stuffs i dun wan to the storeroom cos she say wasted leh if throw away...haiz...i nearly spend 2 hrs to clean up my whole rm...got a sense of satisfaction after that...sianz..now i damn tired and kept sneezing becos of the dirts and dust while cleaning!!gonna have my bath now...ciao~

Unwanted stuffs r like relationship.. when u feel that u dun need the stuffs anymore, shd throw away...the more u feel u dun bear, the more rubbish u r piling up...
jus like relationship...when they doesn't belong to u, u shd let them go~the more u feel u can't let go, the hurt wld be deeper

Fat Princess dropped by @ 8:58 PM