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Monday, February 28, 2005

Butterflies in my stomaches~
Nervous~
Waiting~

My friend jus called me saying she gave my number to HIM!!!!

Waiting~waiting~

Damn kan chiong!

Will he msg me tonite?

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:11 PM

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Do u all remember the guy i mention in my previous entry?The one i fancy but a no-confidence guy?I GOT HIS NUMBER ALREADY!!!!
haha...a friend of mine helped me.Great man! But im not going to take the 1st step. I still waiting for chances. Marina told me it wld be better that i ask for his number when i saw him rather than msg-ing him as a anonymous.True.I don't really like to have someone being a anonymous so i won't be one too.The guess-ing game not fun at all. Btw Anonymous (the one in my blog), i knew who you are. Though now u never left any msg in my tagboard anymore, i hope u still reading it now and then. Thanks for being there. Thanks for the everything. Thanks for being my secret admirer, at least for a short while. Im happy and appreciate that :D

Went to watch Ah siao's play yesterday with my poly kakis. Ah siao is the only person who acted in both plays. She really can act sia. Rememeber when she jus gotten this role as cecelia. SHe kept saying she don't really know what she shd do and behave like one. But hey ger, yesterday u are great. Very natural. Actually i was smiling when i watch you act. Im proud of you. Like what Ah Der say, i nearly drop my tears when the whole play comes to the end and everyone is applausing. So touched! hee.Hope to see u in many plays soon.!

After the play ended, me and sini went for a ktv session.Yesh.Only the 2 of us.Imagine we sang for nearly 3 and half hrs all by oursevels.In the end, i fall aslp while sini was singing.NOt becos of her singing ok, its jus that i was so damn tired.And it alredi 3 plus 4am.

SHit sia, i jus received a call from my beaution.I got a facial appointment today and i forgot about it COMPLETELY! Old Lin.
Gonna stop here. Going to have my shower soon and go jalan jalan with my sister!

Fat Princess dropped by @ 4:25 PM

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Anybody heard of the song From This Moment On?

This song always remind me of a couple getting married...its often heard during a wedding dinner..

My friend Alice is getting married soon...wohhooo...got another wedding dinner to attend again...she say she want to intro a guy to me..hahaha...sumone who fits my critiria: beng but not beng lolz. So many of my friends getting married this year, after her wld be Donna my colleague then Marina. Haiz..jialet..everyone getting married..what abt me?where is my better half leh?

Yesterday i saw him...when he going to take the initative?I'm always unsure of my feelings towards him. I always feel that i crush on him though i always peep at him whenever he's around. Until recently, i started to imagine how it is like if me and him were to be together...i start to doubt myself...shd i be the first to take his number?

I start to miss someone...someone who i doesn't even know his identity..i assume its a HE...
Anonymous,where are you?Are you still around?

Fat Princess dropped by @ 9:48 PM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

MANY THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!

I really really wanna thanks those friends who actually celebrated my birthday for me..not forgetting those who actually remember my birthday by sending me wishes.
I really appreciate what you all had done for me and i truely enjoyed very much!THANK YOU!

This is a Thank you entry for my friends so it might be a bit boring.
From the bottom of my heart I wanna thanks Linda, Dorling,Suting, Marina, Penny, Sijie, Ah Da, Sini, MInghui, Von, Mr S, Jenny, Pauline plus all my colleagues for the pressies and flowers.
Next, wanna thanks Ky, LIz, Mr G, my nu er Shushu, Mr P, Patty, Qiwei, my bro gf Sarah for their wishes.LOVE YOU all except the GUYS... haha

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Well, i developed all the photos today. Going to upload them. I took a lot of photos cos im very the ZHI LIAN la...i never let every single person off esp my poly friends.I took photo with every each of them!!haha...think they really cannot stand me when i say i wan to take picture again.Pictures are the only memories left when we grow old what,tio bo?

Before i continue...i have to warn you all today entry wld be a super duper long one. :D

I celebrated my birthday for 3 days with different group of people.
Friday 18-02-05
I met up with my poly friends.
They do not know what to buy for me so they gave me a BIG ang bao.
Gers, u all must be wondering what i do with the money rite?
HAHA....i bought....

Hee...i bought a cardigan, a navy colour shorts and a ah-ma type of purse. I bought a black dress too but i nv took the picture.U all might be seeing me wearing it at Marina's wedding. i know im very de kiasu but then 50% leh..of cos shopping queen won't let go off any chances! ;p

I received a bouquet of PINK flowers from them too!!!Thanks gerSssss!!
Actually what makes me most happy is not the flower and ang bao they gave me. The thing that make me happy is all my friends was there to celebrate my birthday with me!This is the 1st time everyone was present for a birthday celebration since we graduated.

Anyway after the celebration, we catch a movie at Bishan J8. Hide &Seek.
Oh my god, this show is damn scary.I was already freezing in the cinema and the show is making me scare and kan chiong. I was trembling throughout the whole show cos im scare and cold. Damn it. Next time i won't catch a SCARY movie during midnight.For ur info, i scare to the extend of asking my bro to come down and fetch me home. LOL
I don't intend to post the pic of me and my cake. Because....MY FACE IS FREAKING BIG!!!

Saturday 19-02-05
We went to my colleagues Janice house for new year gathering though we already gathered EVERYDAY @ work.
Then they gave me a surprise there. Actually not really a surprise becos i expected? la..haha
Received a SK jewellary pendant from them and a PLATE of PINK roses with a frog standing behind.Puzzled?Below is the plate of flowers.

Left: from poly friends Right: PLATE of flowers from my colleagues

They hope that i could faster find my "Qing Wa Wang Zi". The idea very unique hor.

After that, i went down orchard to meet my buddy Pauline. we went Sushi tei then K box.

Sunday 20-02-05
Meet up with Von at around 9 plus. We went Cafe Cartel and had our dinner..
Then we walk down to Istana Park, waiting for the clock to strike 12am and cut the cake.
This ger hor, really spent a lot for my birthday. She bought me a Sovil titus watch, a piggybank and a box of precious moments sweets. She share the present wif Mr S.

Btw i luv the piggybank. Its actually a clothing fund piggybank, very suit a shopaholic person like me. Its actually had wordings on it. It says: A Spell to Make Shopping Easier
"I call upon this Spell in my hour of need to give my feet less pain and more speed. So i can spend my money faster without the need of sticking plasters and get around my fav shops without the need for coffee stops.

How true sia!If really the spells works, i make sure i save religiously everyday haha...

Oh boi, its was damn romantic at nite at Istana Park, a place for dating and hmmm...lol... too bad, i was not with a guy...hohoho...
Anyway we took a lot of photos....

I actually wanted to post all of them but then 3/4 of the whole album is on ME so i dun think u all wanna see the same person in every pic rite? I can see u all nodding the heads liao..;p

We was trying to finish the whole film so we start to becum lame a bit...

I took a pic with the OCBC Sign. Im working for OCBC ma...

For Von leh...she can't find UOB so she took wif HSBC...the pic is with her therefore i nv upload.

Btw i got a joke to share with u all. I dunno whther izzit consider a JOKE..but me and von was laughing over it even till now.
We wanted to took a pic of ourselves as there was no one else ard. We was posing nicely infront of the camera..von was the wan taking the camera...i was actually thinking of smiling showing my teeth or shd i not...in the end i decided on a most beautilful pose alredi..von also...
KA CHA!!
We saw the flashlight infront and after a few sec of silent..we broke out of laughter and realise we actually hold the camera the WRONG side..taking the scenery infront and NOT us!Pengz...
Don't scold me LAME after reading this hor..trust me its really funny if u were wif us.

Well...after such a long entry...Im tired...go oink oink liao.
Last but not least Thanks again my friends.

Fat Princess dropped by @ 11:38 PM

Monday, February 21, 2005

Hello chio-s and shuai-s,

Im back!!hee...Today is a special day for me cos its my 23TH BIRTHDAY!!!Happy birthday to me and may all my wishes come true!!! hee

Jus now me and Von ZHI LIAN again! We took lots of neoprints and i dyed my hair today so of cos mus let everyone see my new hair colour la!

I look lian hor but dun be mistaken..i nv dye red..its jus that the background is red and my top is also red..and maybe thats the reason my hair becum red under the light.

Chio bor?hahaha

Hur hur...this is the colour i dye.Nice?lolz..si bei BHB

Act cute again!!Buey tar han hor?lolz

Well, actually i got lots of pics and lots of things to update. But im not going tp update today.Maybe tml after i develop my photos i took for the past 3 days. Not to forget, i really thanks all my friends who celebrated my 23th birthday with me! No boyfriend nvm...i got u all is enough!!rite?wrong?lolz

Fat Princess dropped by @ 11:30 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

I can't wait for tomolo to arrive!!!

Can't reveal what's happening becos sumone will kill me..hehe...

Would reveal it soon!!!

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:15 PM

There's sumthing to share with u ppl..saw it from my friendster bulletin.Friendster?meaning my account is NOT hacked!!haha...Shall let u all jugdes how true it is.Personally i find this whole thing damn true! :D

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart. Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.Promise her & make sure you never break it. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her & her alone.Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything.Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you. Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...

Fat Princess dropped by @ 7:54 PM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

I suspect my friendster account has been HACKED!

It states that my email account is invalid!!WTH.Sumthings is wrong with my friendster since yesterday i login then today it prompt me this!
Anyone experience that too?!Wondering whats there to hack man?Don't tell me the hacker trying to get my pictures?hahaha...i know i think too much.*bleahz*
Hope that its only the system is down.

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Today was invited by a friend asking me to be his partner for a gathering dinner with his friends on this saturday. I agreed immediately but was regretted.Lots of questions appear in my mind after putting down the call.What dinner?Which friends?Go where eat and what shd i wear?duhz...i think too much hor but then seriously ma..i dun even know whats all abt and i agree..
To Auntie Liz: U go then i go hor ;p

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Liz told me that actually the guy i fancy do not have a gf.Im so happy!!! On the other hand, i was thinking whether is he lying?He likes me too but then why he don't wanna to ask for my number leh?And he even say im too good for him?!Sickening leh. How he know im good...who knows he is too good for me?I admit im never been a good gf before. I always thought im one but then after each relationship ends, i do some mind searching and find out i din do enough for my bf.Lucky he dunno i like him and i won't let him know!

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Talking about relationship.Suddenly feel like talking about my past relationships.hee
I only got 3 relationships before.I realise i only had new bf each after 3 yrs.This happen for my first 2 ex bf. Its seems like a cycle for me.My first love started at sec 2. I should say its puppy love. We only hold hands.Thats it.After 1 week, i say byebye to him.
2nd bf leh?From my sec sch too.He is a basketball player. You ppl shd noe la, usually those popular guys r always from basketball team. He is one of them. He's tall..very very tall but also very skinny. He sings very very well. His voice like Andy Lau and thats the reason the lower sec girls likes him a lot but dunno why he likes me lo hehe...I took the initiative and we got together!But sad to say, we ended after 3 mths.
The most recent one leh? Happen 2 yrs ago. Sumone i really like a lot but sumone who really hurts me a lot too. Maybe the more u like him, the more the guy wld hurt u unintentionally.
Our relationship started like a fairytale.From how we met, how we know together, my friends know his mum, my relative know him...everything everything is so coincidental and i thought he is The One for me. But from start to the end, our relationship is never a smoothing one. Its like there is a saying says: You Yuan Wu Fen. Fate but no destiny.
He's now attached happily. I still thought of him and misses him.I think im jus a passerby in his life. Im like a bus without aircon and very slow therefore he alight and board another better bus.Haiz.My friends always say The One for me hasn't appear thats why i always thought he's the one. Maybe they are right...

No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your friends:Carrie

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This post is for my dearest Von.

Ger, i read ur blog. I understand how you feel.
I can't deny but to agree with the rest that you really think too much. I remember u telling me u leave them with him and how things became like that after that day.I seriously think that maybe becos u feel bad going off first, then ur friends just never been too attentive to you thats why leading you thinking the cause is YOU.To make things clear, to prevent misunderstanding, i really think u need to ask your friends what actually happen.Last time i also got unhappiness with a few friends. If not becos of one of them calling me and talk things out, i believe the misunderstanding will never be cleared. We cry together throughout the whole conversation explain to each other.Everything is solved after that.The problem with you is u tend to think too much. Im like you too. So very jialet i know. But i learnt to speak my mind.8 years of friendship leh, don't tell me even after 8 years of buddies, you can't tell them what's in ur mind? Sumtimes friends should be frank with each another lo. Don't be afraid that ur friendship will turn sour. If it will, i don't think u all will be bestfriends until now. *patpat*

Fat Princess dropped by @ 11:03 PM

Man Zu man zu!!!

After struggling for nearly 1 hr, i finally changed my template!!!

This blog seems like trying to bring across sumthing but then u ppl r wrong... Sad to say, Lin hasn't wake up yet. I jus find this skin very nice and meaningful. Thats it!
You ppl will not have to type wifout knowing what u r typing anymore.

My tagboard not fantastic already. Its MARVELLOUS now.BIG enough for u all to see! lolz

Ok now i can go to bed liao.

Fat Princess dropped by @ 12:43 AM

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Happy birthday everyone!Today is Ren Ri..everyone's birthday!

I smiled when i saw ah siao and ah der's comments. I love seeing ppl dropping messages in my blog *hint hint* so u all noe what to do la..lol

Btw minghui and ah der, why u 2 never insert tagboard or comment tag?i can't leave message for u all leh. Btw ah Der, i saw ur new posts for the chalet liao. Wah, Gregory machiam go "Chao Loh", can see his bag is really huge ;p. I bet u 2 enjoy ur romantic nites ya *winkwink*

Actually u all shd be seeing a new image of my blog. But then dunno y sumhow maybe i too long nv change template, i becum rusty liao. My alighnment all crooked when i update my info into it. Im not going to give up cos the more i see this devil&angel template, the more i don't like. Later gonna try again!

Will update once again if i managed to change another skin!

You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it.

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:33 PM

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Siao lin is back to blogging again!

Last few days was bz-ing going relatives hse and take ang baos.
Yesterday went my officer aka mummy hse. Her mum who is my ah ma (this is what my colleagues ask me to call her!) cook lots of food. I was like 2 mths pregant b4 leaving her hse haha. Even had a badminton session wif maz they all. Oh boy, i was screaming away while playing. And my friends was laughing away as if they watching a comedi show!Nice colleagues i got har?!Afterwhich i met my 38 buddy Jenny. We still gots lot of stuff to tok about though we din met up for abt 6 mths? Bu Kui shi 38 zhong de 38! ;x

Today leh?i was never spare too. I woke up early to meet ah siao and minghui san for movie. Before that, we attended her church service which located at the auditorium in Cuppage. Its only for the SINGLES! I was single of cos i was invited :)
Pastor Lee, a very humorous pastor was talking about Singlehood. Frankly speaking, i was never really interested in any church service but then this time i really really enjoyed it. I guess becos the topic is about love love thing. U all know Lin always like this type of qing qing ai ai. Thanks Ah siao, i really enjoyed myself. And i really learnt a lot today.

Catch the movie Constantine jus now. This is a "Must Watch" show this year for everyone! Its has been such a long time i never watch such a nice show. This movie consists of many scary parts. I can't help to laugh at myself when i tot of the 3 of us each holding popcorn and nachos while covering our eyes with our fingers and tissues throughout the whole show. But its also a funny wan. Rarely can see a movie can be funny and scary at the same time. But most importantly Keanu Reeves is damn DASHING in that show! lolz

Read ah Der blog jus now. She say SHE WANT TO UPLOAD THE PICS SHE TOOK ON FRIDAY? But luckily she change her mind. YEsh, i will kill u if u do so. Even you really want,
i send u a nicer pic then u post la hor ;p

I think its time i need to change my template again.Everyone commenting its very blur la.I agreed also la. Plus so many scrollbars can be very irritating too. k.Gonna look for new nice skin now! By the way not to forget tomorrow is Valentine day! Wish all the couples will last forever. Wish those singles can find their love soon! And yet tml im working OVERTIME at RC1?! ShitSssss!!!! With all the sway things happen since the 1st day of 2005. I predicted 2005 is not a good year for me and i think no love again liao loh?Piangz.

When it comes to relationships, maybe we're all in glass houses, and shouldn't throw stones. Because you can never really know. Some people are settling down, some are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything less. Than butterflies... Carrie

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:02 PM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Happy New Year everyone!

Im not happy at all this chinese new year. My PMS attacking me bit by bit. My idiot "Big Aunt" giving me cramps and its not even here yet! Now my face CMI(Cannot Make It).Damn frustrating! Sorry to my friend who i throw my temper and say something i shouldn't say jus now. I really wish we could meet up but then you know we still can't decide the place and not even say the time since hours and hours of msg-ing. Sumtimes i dislike being the organiser when the participants are undecisive.

I found out i dislike chinese new year as i grow older. In fact its become more and more boring each year. I jus sit infront of the tv almost the whole day today! This is the first time i watch Amazing Race and finish the whole show. I was never into this kind of show before. Actually im NOT into channel 5 la. But now im going to tell u all, i will watch the next espisode :)

The only thing that makes me happy is that i received my bonus much eariler than i expected!!!!Woohooo~!
NO.Im not going to spend it.i intend to save it for my Bangkok trip in May, hopefully.

Im deadbeat. Really need to catch my slepp now. Tomorrow another day of visiting.SHIT!

Maybe all men are a drug. Sometimes they bring you down and sometimes, like now, they get you so high. Carrie

Fat Princess dropped by @ 1:41 AM

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Im back. Im Back.IM BACK!!!!

Im so happy to see my blog again, update it and being able to surf my favourite Fp!!!!

You people happy to see my new entry?;p

I have been away for about 2 weeks cos my stupid pc really died.
I can connect to internet but i can't view the pages. Dunno why but anyway already reformatted my lao gu dong.YEAHHHH im back to continue my crapping again!!hehe

Jus view all my friends bloggies. Many updated their blogs and i really enjoyed them.

One of them intend to stop blogging for some time. I dunno whther she would still browse through our blog. I hope she will. :D
Had not been seeing her for quite some time though short times. Guess many unhappy stuffs happen ard her. Hope she would not get affected that much.
Wondering why we can't pen down how we feel in our very own blog? I thought this diary is suppose for audience to view and maybe another way to let ppl know how we feel?

Yesterday i broke down at work.
I never quarrel with anyone, no one scolded me nor i did anything wrong. I jus feel like crying.
I feel so stressed up the 1st time in my 22 yrs of life. I have been working since early in the morning to late at nite 9 plus almost this whole week!!! We have been rushing like hell every moment just to clear all the cheques. Thanks to the singaporeans who like to bank in cheques LAST MINUTE! THANKS HAR! My mood changed 360 suddenly.i dun wish to cry actually but then this "very concerned me" and nice colleague kept asking me what happen, then i jus broke down. Wah lau eh, i already told her not to ask me in a very soft tone then she kept asking and asking.And emotional lin start to cry and cry.
Duhz.

Yesterday went K ge wif my cousin and colleague at PartyWorld Chinatown. They met the 1st time yesterday and we went singing. If its was me , i don't dare cos my singing sucks la..haha...Anyway its the 1st time 3 of us heard each other singing.Hee...
After that, we walk past chinatown street whereby they selling lots of chinew new yr delicacies. Wah man, they was selling at a damn dirt cheap pricing. 5 boxes for $10, some even $1 per box, a small box though! Toking abought delicacies, new year jus 2 days away from now. I can't feel the new year mood at all leh. The most i dreaded is to go relative house and bai nian. Jus go there receive ang baos and let them gossips about us. Eeeks I don't like.

Hate sunday.
Tml is monday aagin. i jus work yesterday and tml im working again?!
Arghhh!!!Suddenly hated working. Feel so sick to go back to the company!

Happy new year everyone and a happy valentines too :)

Fat Princess dropped by @ 2:21 PM