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Sunday, April 24, 2005

The weather nowadays are damn so humid...buey tar han sia!

**** I can't believe my eyes yesterday, i saw someone look 90% like him...

Fat Princess dropped by @ 8:01 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005

Somebody entry inspire me to blog a little now.

Jus read Pauline's blog. She bao dou me sia!

Actually its not a secret too, can be consider a open secret hee

Got a guyfriend likes me for many yrs, primary school to seconday sch..i think 6 yrs ba...wah..i nearly forgot about him..forgot there's someone who likes me so much!haha..

But then people often say in your whole life, there will be one person who really really like you a lot. And i was thinking hur?don't tell me its him leh...

If its him, then i guess i won't be able to find someone who like me as much anymore..how sad...

Got 2 things to announce! Happy and Sad. Shall announce the happy one first.

Today is my Buddy Pauline 23th birthday!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUD~

HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL BE THAT STRONG TILL WE GROW OLD!

REMEMBER I WILL ALWAYS BE BY UR SIDE WHEN U NEED ME!

HOPE YOUR 3 WISHES WILL COME TRUE~

LOTS OF HUGS & KISSES FOR YOU ;P

Now for the sad one.

One of our courier guy died during a accident today.

I don't know him. He is a courier guy. He helps to deliver the cheques from cecil st branch everyday to our office. When i reach office, i only heard that he had an accident and will be late...another courier guy went over to help him. I thought its just a minor one. But later, i heard from my colleagues saying that he is in coma...admitted into ICU...i bet its was a really serious accident. In the end, he din managed to make it. My heart jus sank when i heard the news. I was afraid too. Though i don't know him, i doesn't know how he look like but he can be consider as one of our staffs.In order to reach on time for the cheques, he ended up like that. And he is only 22 yrs old. :(

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:26 PM

Thursday, April 21, 2005

At the age of 23, only then i realize there's lots of things i never try before...
only then i realize i never explore the outside world enough...
only then i knew how to differtiate between pool table
and billard table...
now then i knew playing pool can be interesting too...
How suaku can i be?

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:33 PM

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Suddenly got the urge to do two things

Firstly, i thought of retaking my Advance Theory again.
Von, u lah!!! Making me xin yang yang...even u pass le..i haven even pass yet..summore i took twice liao leh..wah lau..u stupid then im what?Im stupid plus clumsy plus im a very very sotong person...shd i take???Even my sis got license liao, my bro taking practical now..left me...so lao kui sia...lolz...even if i pass my advance this time, i still need to overcome my fear of driving on the road cos im real timid loh...ma lu ru wu kou leh...seriously i really need to consider...

Secondly, i thought of rebonding my hair...cos my hair really making me bz every morning..need to blow la..if not i will look like a siao char bor walking on the street..but if i rebond my hair then i must dye my hair to darker tone leh..if not it will look very very dry as my hair colour is quite gold lo...meaning more expenses?thought i suppose to save for my trip wan...?Again i need to consider properly...

So many matters to consider, so many stuffs in my mind...my hair sure turn white in no time man... : (

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:18 PM

Shaking my legs at home now...working half day only..hehe...

Jus now Von call me and tell me she passed her Advance theory! Really happy for her...she making me wanting to try my advance again..lolz...actually jus now after work, i intend to book my advance one..but was too lazy so nv go in the end...;p

Its only 1 mth from my Bkk trip! Feeling excited again...later gonna plan for my 5 days trip...have to make sure nothing goes wrong....hopefully we will have a wonderful trip this time!

Gonna have a short nap now.

Ciaoz

Fat Princess dropped by @ 4:20 PM

I got nothing to blog about. I also don't know why im here. I guess i too BORING liao. Im here to blog about how boring im now..lolz

Flowerpod is down...brother not at home(usually he is the only one awake at this time)...no one update their blog...no new songs to download...i can't sleep...yet got nothing to do...IM REALLY BORED!!!Arghh!

Pauline is in msn....at least there's someone to chat with me..if not i would be lying on my bed staring at my ceiling thinking some nonsense stuffs again...

Check up my horoscope reading for tomolo...not too bad...don't know it will come true or not..hehe...

Sianz...

His exam is around the corner, think within these 2 weeks, wish him all the best!~

That's the secret to life... replace one worry with another...."-Charlie Brown

Fat Princess dropped by @ 12:17 AM

Monday, April 18, 2005

Bryan Adam - Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman

To really love a woman,
To understand her, you gotta know her deep inside,
Hear every thought, see every dream
'N'give her wings when she wants to fly.
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms,
You know you really love a woman.
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted,
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
'Cause she needs somebody to tell her it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman,
Let her hold you til you know how she needs to be touched,
You've got to breathe her, really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood,
'n'when you see your unborn children in her eyes,
You know you really love a woman.

When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted,
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
She needs somebody to tell her that you'll always be together,
So tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman?
Oh, you got to give her some faith, hold her tight,
A little tenderness, gotta treat her right,
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you.
You really gotta love your woman, yeah.
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms,
You know you really love a woman.

When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted,
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
She needs somebody to tell her it's gonna last forever,
So tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman?
Oh, just tell me have you ever really, really, really ever loved a woman?

Fat Princess dropped by @ 11:14 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

I hasn't been sleeping well for this whole week.

I having dreams, weird dreams practically everyday night.

They are making me so tired. Wonder what those dreams are trying to tell me. Will they come true? Puzzled

Have been sleeping late last few weeks, now my face bloated like pig head..lolz..no joke..if u slp late, ur face will get balloon up. This is what my facilist told me.

Supposed to go for my facial appointment this evening but i postpone last minute. I dread of going there. Maybe due to those push sales persons there. After all, i still love having facial. Plus they always give me long face message. Who noes one day my face might reduce 1 or 2 inches ;p Think I shall do it this coming wednesday since im working half day.

I start reading books again. Not magazine ok. Its storybook. This time round, i nv fall aslp while reading. And im proud of myself that i finish reading the whole book. ;p

The book is Can You Keep A Secret by Sophie Kinsella.
Now reading another book of her too. Shopaholic & Sister. I can see myself in the book...haha

Talking about the book Can You Keep A Secret.

How many of you have secrets that nobody knows at all.Not even ur family members, ur love ones, ur bestfriends knows. Like you are 50kg but u telling others that you only 48kg.

I guess my only secret that no one knows is actually im only 1.59m tall and not 1.6m...lolz..cos i found rounding it up wld sound nicer...hahaha...1cm won't kill rite?

No happenings this weekend. In fact, my life doesn't happening at all. Im not a adventurous person anyway hee..

Met up wif ShuShu on thursday nite. 3 of us including Von. Went to have a sushi feast. And phototaking time of cos!!---neoprints session...haha..

Doesn't feel like blogging nowadays. I myself also dunno why.

Ciaoz.

Pray hard that i won't be having any nonsense dream tonite.

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:41 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

People *clear throat*
im......
.....
.....
.......
IM IN LOVE AGAIN~

In love with Elvin Ng....: )

Fat Princess dropped by @ 10:53 PM

Sunday, April 10, 2005

If you not the one, why am my heart says you are...?
If you not the one, why our story continues for so long?

Maybe i hasn't find another one who could replace you...
Maybe i jus lazy to move out of the comfort zone jus like what you are now...
Maybe i couldn't let u go and you couldn't let go for certain unknown reasons...

If you can't be the one, please don't bother me anymore...

If you can't be the one, please don't keep giving me hopes (or rather i create the hopes myself)

Please stop asking for meetup when you don't even bother to come and find me yourself.

Stop giving lame excuses...all sort of stupid reasons...

Just tell me straight...at least i could get over it faster...

If you not the one, please don't act as if you care when actually you not...

If u doesn't want to be the one, then stop telling me i will always be in your heart no matter what happens...

I won't believe you cos Action Speaks Louder Than Words...

Don't understand why words always seems so difficult to come out from your mouth...
why you simply love to avoid problems esp between us?

I got lots of doubts which i don't think i will be able to know...unless you tell me urself...i knew its not possible...

I knew you are the unknown identity, why can't u just admit?

I might be harsh to you sometimes...but hope you could understand why...why am i behaving like that...

Im glad that you nv blame me for some stuffs i did...i knew i shdn't did them...

Im bet you tired of my nonsense throughout these 2 years and im also tired of handling the problems between us anymore...i couldn't hang on any longer...

Sorry that i couldn't talk to you anymore,at least for this period of time...perhaps till the day i gradually move on and able to treat you as a friend and not for some other reason...

ps: friends, pls don't tag me regarding this above entry hor...pls don't...thanks...i knew what im doing, and i knew you all tired of me saying that i wanna move on for 1234567 times...im writing this entry meaning im seriously trying now...i couldn'tt promise you all i could succeed...but i will try hard...luv u all...

Fat Princess dropped by @ 12:27 AM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Hello ppl im back!!!

I nv knew that i din blog for so many days liao untill i see the date for my last entry...dated 29th Mar...pengz only 4 days?lolz

I got nothing to blog for the past few days...cos my life is boring...only work, eat and shit. How sad can?

Today is a SATURDAY and i admit i rarely stay at home on a Saturday ever since i start work. Saturday is the only day i could go out shopping, playing or partying. I don't party nowadays so this day i only shopping and rot at a cafe gossipings with my group of friends.

I got a bad flu since yesterday night after chilling at Iguana Cafe with Vicky & Mel. Oh yesh, i went drinking again. U ppl must be thinking when Lin luv drinking so much? Nope! I dun love to drink, i just luv to sit there, crapping with my colleagues (i only go there with my colleagues), laughing at our lame jokes while enjoying the margaritas...u noe u noe...after a whole wk of tough work...u just feel like enjoying/pampering urself when u got the free time.
Ok, well, toking abt the bad flu i got, tmd, i have been sneezing like nobody business...i feel damn horrible. Not only that, my head is spinning, dizzy after just half bottle of Corona and a few sips of margarita. I never feel that bad before. And i start to laugh over little stuipd lame stuffs which i normally don't find it amusing.Im DRUNK. And heng i nv order tequila...if not i can't imagine what would be the outcome hee...i jump onto my bed once i reach home...now i understood why Vick always say she slp better when she drunk. The first time i agreed with her :)

I thought my flu would just go away once i wake up. I think i got sensitive nose...i would sneeze early in the morning...at night...its a cycle...But i was wrong, shit...i sneeze at work...like nobody business again...and can u believe that i actually telling myself and my friends yesterday nite that aiya someone misses me too much thats why i kept sneezing...this is how i always told myself in my heart when i sneeze. I even believe that someone did misses me if i sneeze twice. haha...can't stand myself sumtimes...

okok...lets stop toking abt my flu cos im recovered...i had a 5 hrs of nap when i reach home. But i still feel damn damn so slpy. Im going to slp after blogging.

I told myself since its a saturday and i nv go out, nobody dated me so i might as well cleanup my room. Its a tedious job whenever i had to clean my room. My things places everywhere. Im always late for work, and i luv changing my clothes so i jus throw it everywhere i like...so after a whole wk of changing clothes up and down, my room is in a mess...

Don't believe?

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This is only the partial. Im sharing the table with my sis, its a very long table but i took half and from the pic u can see that my half small table become so tiny winy due to the stuffs i put on it.
Not only that, my wardrobe also in a mess...i hang lots of clothes outside. I nv took the picture la cos im using my canmera phone leh...expensive...wait till i got a digicam (i dunno when?), my blog will be full of pics but less words..haha

But Lin was so so so lazy and so so so tired to clean up the mess...i have yet to calculate my expenses... im worrying i would lose track on how much i spend though i kept all the receipts on the stuffs i bought. My wallet is full of receipts and not money! I got a difficult time finding my ATM cards nowadays...i need to clear all the shits by monday.

I DUN CARE. Im going to slp now. Tired. Have to recharge myself. Monday is coming when i haven even enjoy myself. I got to learn new stuffs on monday.Heard it from winnie today. This is the only time i don't feel like going to work for the whole of next week COS I DON WANNA TO LEARN NEW STUFFS!!! New things= more workload=More OT=More money but also resulted on a very very demorlised and tired Lin. If im tired, i would be stress too, stress=bad complexion=not pretty anymore! haha...

Well well, k la..i admit im lazy. I hate doing extra things when i took the same amount of money as other ppl. Where got such things?Must be fair rite?
Linda's saying: In this ppl eat ppl society...Haiz

Before i stop end my blogging here, i need to say sumthing. I ever mention in my blog im not going to shop for 2 mths rite? I broke my promise again. I went into Fp Spree thread and start looking for spree. Die die also must find something to buy. Ended up buying 4 pieces of panties wahahha...but in the end, my order was rejected cos the organizer din know i already transfer the money to her as i have not been surfing fp since yesterday. Im bz what. And she had my slot given to another podders. She would transfer the money back to me. Actually im a bit angry but then also good la, i nv get to spend in the end. What im trying to say is i never break my promise hur cos no money was out of my pocket. ;p

12.26am
At home.
No shopping.
No date.
No party.
No ktv.
No friends to hang out with.
No nice TV programme.
Pathetic Lin GO TO BED NOW...AT THIS HOUR...ON A SATURDAY NIGHT!

ZzzzZzz

Fat Princess dropped by @ 12:26 AM