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Monday, October 09, 2006

Msn with Shuting. Told her my last day at BCS would be next friday.
Feel like slapping my face! Why i kept reminding myself next friday my last day hur? Im very happy to leave meh? Yes, happy that i won't have shift work anymore. A big fat NO because im gonna leave my colleagues :(
3 years 3 months and uncountable minutes and seconds spent there. There were enjoyable happy moments, not forgetting sad moments too. You know the feeling is like having a bf for 3 years and you 2 broke up! The pain is HORRIBLE! The thought of it just enough to make me tears! And you have to start all over again to get to know another new guy who enter your life. Ok, im getting a bit off topic, i shd stop mentioning relationship (its Jen's fault! ;p) But the scenerio is the same ma, you quit your job, found a new job, you get to knew new colleagues, adapt to new environment. You afraid you can't adapt to everything new, the "what if" start to spin around your head, you ask yourself:
"what if i can't click with the new colleagues?"
"what if the new company worest than here?"
"what if , whats if, what if?"
Shit! I really fear!
But sad to say this is life. I can't possibly stay in a company for 10, 20 years. Though im a very simple ger, lead a very simple life, don't mind doing the same job everyday but im not gonna stay in that company just for the sake of getting that long service award! Haha

Im counting down every single day since i tendered that piece of paper.
left 5 days, only 5 pathetic days!
I cherish every single moments i spent with my fellow colleagues. They were my main motivation to go work every day, to drag my heavy body up from that bed to work. Having good colleagues is far more important than having high pay. I don't see money as a important factor in a job, but a yes to colleagues. Im not a very money- face person when it comes to work issue. :)

Im getting weaker and weaker when the day are nearer and nearer.
Whenever i listen to any sad songs in my mp3 player, i got this tendacy to tears!
I knew most of my colleagues do not bear to see me leave, not i thicked skin ok! I can sense it! Im so loveable, i brought lots of joys and happiness to them! Really loh, not i self-compliment ;p
They were counting down with me too, not because they wish to see me leave but they were sad to see me leave.
Im a emotional freak ( you people shd noe me well), i can't handle situation that involve feelings, emotions. Well, im not gonna control my tears on friday ( cos i knew i can't!!!!), so im gonna let out and cry all i want, anyway its my last day what, i believe no one gonna laugh at me? hehe
And i dun care! Im gonna pull everyone to O bar on friday night!!!

I love my colleagues
Lin

Fat Princess dropped by @ 12:19 AM

Typical
=A gal who is indulge in day dreaming=
=Always in her world of fantasy=
=Shopaholic, SHOP SHOP SHOP!=
=Sentimental=
=Timid cat=
=Paranoid=
=Romantic=
=Sensitive=
=Clean freak=
=Crybaby=